Normally this time of the year is my favourite by far, planning christmas, buying presents for my wife and family etc. I love it so much, then decorating etc.
Sadly this year is different, no decorations up right now as I simply don't have the energy as I'm very ill and can barely even keep my eyes open for minutes, let alone the hours it takes to decorate etc. Currently awaiting several blood tests from the hospital but as much as I adore xmas, right now its just not on for us and I feel even worse for falling ill at this time of the year, feels like I've let down my wife. So yeah. not in a good way right now.
Sorry to hear that you are ill, wishing all the best for your recovery.